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I should learn to keep quiet better, and believe me I'm trying, but my nature as it always has been and always will be, is to speak what is on my mind in utter truth and without holds. This is why I am posting this thread right now. If I feel a certain way about someone then you better believe it is for a very certain reason. Often I will tell you how I feel and it will piss you off. That's a bummer, but its not my person to keep quiet and/or beat around a bush.
Things that piss me off online are fairly simple. If you have ever lied to me I consider you a faget. If you have ever cheated on cases ladder I consider you a faget. If you have ever impersonated people on won (lied) I consider you a faget. If you have ever spammed won or room crashed I consider you a faget. If you knowingly associate with the people who I consider fagets for the above reasons there is a good chance I consider you a faget too. If you have done any of the above to any of my close friends there is a good chance I consider you a faget. If you carry on in public places like you know everything about something (even if you do) or brag on your own skills (even if you have skills) there is a chance I consider you a faget.
Now here's the kicker. If you have ever beatin me in a game there is a good chance I consider you a faget for a short period of time, but in this case I know I'm being a faget too and will hinder my want to voice how I feel. For this I am sorry. I have a problem with losing games. It almost always pisses me off when I lose. I'm not gonna lie about it, theres no need and its fairly obvious regardless. If you have beaten me in a 1v1 or FL vs game then you probly know that for a short period of time after "gg" to leave me alone. I don't defend myself for this behavior, I know, like I always have, that its not cool and its not something I'm proud of. It's been that way since I was little and through the years playing hs football and baseball, and playing racquetball now days that I am a sore loser. I hate losing. Now, the problem with this is, I use this to my own gain and it keeps this problem I have alive. I hate losing so much, that I don't. I force myself to be a better player because I force myself to be a bitch when I lose, and I don't want to be a bitch. I play and I'm going to kill you because I can't stand to lose. Maybe if I cared less about winning or losing I would be a much easier person to get along with than I am, no not maybe, its a fact. But this same trait that gets me into trouble helps me in an odd sort of way. Everyone that cares wether they win or lose can be harder to get along with after some games, I'm an extremist. I promise I will try to work on this so less people think that I'm the faget.
Another trait I have that gets me into trouble often is my outspoken loyalty for friends. This includes anyone ever dissin on my team since every one here is a close friend of mine. I come in with guns blazing and will call you a faget. Well bummer. If I'm in a situation of conflict with people I'm not going to lie about why I think your a faget, I'm going to tell you the truth and my reasons are valid. They may be less valid to other people but I promise you that you understand.
Maybe I posted this now because a friend pm'd me and commented about how its noticable how pissed I get sometimes, or maybe its because I just got done locking threads by fagets and feel the need to defend my actions. Maybe I just fuckin felt like posting. Maybe I'm sorry that I'm a faget too.
In other unrelated events, I'm left wondering wtf anthrax is doing down in Florida.
Things that piss me off online are fairly simple. If you have ever lied to me I consider you a faget. If you have ever cheated on cases ladder I consider you a faget. If you have ever impersonated people on won (lied) I consider you a faget. If you have ever spammed won or room crashed I consider you a faget. If you knowingly associate with the people who I consider fagets for the above reasons there is a good chance I consider you a faget too. If you have done any of the above to any of my close friends there is a good chance I consider you a faget. If you carry on in public places like you know everything about something (even if you do) or brag on your own skills (even if you have skills) there is a chance I consider you a faget.
Now here's the kicker. If you have ever beatin me in a game there is a good chance I consider you a faget for a short period of time, but in this case I know I'm being a faget too and will hinder my want to voice how I feel. For this I am sorry. I have a problem with losing games. It almost always pisses me off when I lose. I'm not gonna lie about it, theres no need and its fairly obvious regardless. If you have beaten me in a 1v1 or FL vs game then you probly know that for a short period of time after "gg" to leave me alone. I don't defend myself for this behavior, I know, like I always have, that its not cool and its not something I'm proud of. It's been that way since I was little and through the years playing hs football and baseball, and playing racquetball now days that I am a sore loser. I hate losing. Now, the problem with this is, I use this to my own gain and it keeps this problem I have alive. I hate losing so much, that I don't. I force myself to be a better player because I force myself to be a bitch when I lose, and I don't want to be a bitch. I play and I'm going to kill you because I can't stand to lose. Maybe if I cared less about winning or losing I would be a much easier person to get along with than I am, no not maybe, its a fact. But this same trait that gets me into trouble helps me in an odd sort of way. Everyone that cares wether they win or lose can be harder to get along with after some games, I'm an extremist. I promise I will try to work on this so less people think that I'm the faget.
Another trait I have that gets me into trouble often is my outspoken loyalty for friends. This includes anyone ever dissin on my team since every one here is a close friend of mine. I come in with guns blazing and will call you a faget. Well bummer. If I'm in a situation of conflict with people I'm not going to lie about why I think your a faget, I'm going to tell you the truth and my reasons are valid. They may be less valid to other people but I promise you that you understand.
Maybe I posted this now because a friend pm'd me and commented about how its noticable how pissed I get sometimes, or maybe its because I just got done locking threads by fagets and feel the need to defend my actions. Maybe I just fuckin felt like posting. Maybe I'm sorry that I'm a faget too.
In other unrelated events, I'm left wondering wtf anthrax is doing down in Florida.
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